Welcome to the forum Chris aka bbtormentor. Glad you've managed to find us and we're pleased to have you as our member. I think most of us have had the problem of making our fetish public. In most respect, I am like you. Only my closest freinds know of my fetish and yes, they think it's weird but on the whole, they aren't freaked out by it.
Feel free to browse around and contribute at your own leisure!
Credits, T&N.